wats going wrong v my lecturers!!!

i m among a small mountain of medical n dental books............
finally managed to get myself freed of those heavy burden homeworks for my blogging time.....

damn it... today just finished WARD ROUND class. we r divided into small groups n each groups hav to follow a prof or lecturer to either ward in hospital they interested with n together examine n diagnose a patient there... it is one hour discussion class by standing beside the lecturer n together viewing a patient.

well.... initially i m quite looking forward for d class as it is a more lively form of teaching method compared v those dry n bored lectures.......

but!!!!!!!! after d class.... i m totally lethargy , white paper sheet- looked face, n dizzy.... again v messy hair... hai....... somemore sweating profusely as d airconditioned seems like dysfunction. plus need to struggle for a panoramic view of d patient n d lecturer among 28 students.... it is totally kanasai!!!!

after getting my nice good view position, n bzying to copy any imp notes, d lecturer suddenly throw a ciko question n ask, wats d site which cause d patient to hav hemiparesis or paralysis of one side of her body!??? like kena lighting ~ all numb.......... silent among us..... squeezing my brain n try to recal back my 1st year neuroanatomy about all the brain cranium n nerves....
tat prof change his face.... all then get shot by him..... WALAO!!!!! WHO STIL CAN REMEMBER 2 N HALF YEAR BEFORE THING!!!!!!!! SOME MORE THOSE TINY TINY DETAIL THING!!!!
blah blah blah.... continous questions had really frozen us...... it's really tiring when wat u learned in theory needed to be related with all clinical situations.... again.... wanna pengsan d...

quite dislike those about brain stuff..... cant see it but need to assume u see it n master it!!! WAT THE HECK OF TIS THEORY~!!!!!!


JUST REALISED TAT IT IS NOT ABOUT SUBJECT BY SUBJECT , BUT IS SOMETHING TAT I NEED TO COMBINE ALL OF THEM N GET THEM INTO REAL PRACTICAL USAGE..... so called... clinical minded~ think wil take long long periods for me to turn into a new leave ( a up to standard clinician ) ... really worry tat i may sia sui my uni. hahhahahahaha


nvm nvm.... as d job of a student.... wat can i do... need to sleep less n work more harder....
wil try to find the happiness within those kanasai thing...... otherwise... i m gonna die tis year... n coming soon years.... n my future patients may in danger wahahhahahahahahahahha

@#$%^&**$@$%$#@

if i m given second chance.... maybe i really wanna reconsider my choice about tis course....
i m totally in enormous stress tis year.....
3rd year = clinical year....
8 main core subjects.....
8 subjects r examined within one week....
somemore.... due to tis year we got extra holidays.... our study leave on the other hand is cutting off.... WTF~!!!! in addition to tat... i need to achieve tat damn quota of marks to enable me sit on exam ... WTF WTF WTF!!!

just started my class 2 weeks.... i already sick for one week... now stil sicking....
it is not just theory i need to understand n memories... but need to practise it onto my patient which is no longer a dummy head , but is a real person with breath , heart beat n flowing blood..

previous hectic life + super hectic life now~ WEEJIAMIN gonna become non human d

everyday after class.... i wil look like just attending a war... mesy hair.... pallor looking.... terrible dark eye circle.... n tiring heart....
physically mentally emotionally socially tiring....

everyday need to prepare for next day clinic section is totally a damn tiring job.... beside need to revise my lec notes... finding extra add-on info to complete my own notes, searching for person who can help me to borrow reference books... plus.... gonna preparing fund raising for my dental nite activities..... n preparing for my trip to indonesia conferences.... ( think 2010 year i wil lagi bz like hell... as my faculty gonna be the host for next conference)

i really hope tat i can appeal for another 24 hours for a day.... perhaps more...

academic hectic hav completely masked all my initial planning on gyming... ( WTF!!!)
the amount of scolding @##%^$%##%* has increasing since my first day class......

y cant my schedule be more loosen bit???? YYYYYYYYYYYYY?????????!!!!!!!!!
y cant d head of faculty pity on us bit???? so tat i can enjoy my uni life a bit more... just a bit more...

tats all my complaint for today.... can u imagine tat im writing tis on such pretty young saturday nite~??? can imagine how stress im now?? !!!

damn it! im gonna turn my stress into motivation now! gonna continue my reading d~ jia you to me n all my dear frens.... n i m looking forward for 26th july gathering wahhaha....

being a senior is super damn good~

hectic life~ now only got time for blogging.... classes started for 2 weeks d ..... mean

it is our faculty tradision to hav at least one month orientation for those FRESHIES ~ orientation for my freshies also 2 weeks d...
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Be clear tat they dun even get a junior status ... they need to undergo tat super horrible orientation , get paseed n graduate frm it to get the title junior~!!!

i been thru tat... 2 years ago... til now stil remember those piercing high - pitched voice frm my super seniors n seniors who were shouting at me... everyday sure get scolded...


the name ( frm 1st year til final year chinese students), their previous school, dob, hobbies, n hometowns are the particulars which need to memories... n u wil dead if cant answer fluently all those particulars when they asked u.... tats how they train my memory ( quite lame rite?)


stil recalled vividly , as i m 2nd intake student, being late for the orientation for 1 week, i been called to one of my senior room.... for ROOM SERVICE... dun get me wrong tat it is not d one u think but ... standing in d center , n my head lookdown, surrounded by 5 seniors, each take turn to shout n scold me ... just for nothing....

now.... i m d 3rd year senior d.... so glad tat i m now d one who scold ppl ... wahhaha

tis is d so called " LOOK DOWN " in our orientation..... they need to bend their head 90 degree down with a book in between their mandible( lower jaw) n chest. tis is to make sure their r looking down 90 degree in order to avoid d book drop. sometime i m quite pei fu my grand grand grand grand seniors who had invented such GREAT IDEA~!!!

p/s tis photo is actually forbidden to be published.... if i get caught..... i dun think u guys wil see me in my faculty next year.....

food ~

wat a tiring day today~ feeling sleepy now~ but stil get myself to the front of my notebook ... 1st day class.... paying tat paying this... hai... y all the instruments so expensive one har??? pokkai d lor~ luckily 2 pm finished class... after having a nap.... went to the swimming pool downstair ... learning how to swim but in vain~ i m really baka in swimming....

2 days before~ went for food shopping... to refill my food at kl house... wahhaha all r my food!!! lots rite??? felt so satisfied by tat time!kids pls do not learn the action in the photo~ only can be done by those been trained...

mr tan.... is descending on the escalator v the super fulled trolly~ act yeng there hahaha

finished shopping... time to treat my stomach d~ although it is quite well known for a long time d ... it was stil my 1st time to try it! TAKO TAO... i was having the prawn one.... but i prefer octupus more!!! ( all the octupus eaten by tan kok how..)

i really dun understand y they just cant give me a spoon???? instead of the 2 thinny stick! wtf... how to take up n eat.... wasting my time there trying n trying,....

finally............ finally~~~~!!!!!!!!!!! can cucuk it d!!! so lembik ler~ mis it now!!! wahahah

rubbish~ before leaving ... i was shouting at somebody to throw it to the dustbin just behind him..... tat somebody replied me.... AIYO NO NEED ONE LA.... OTHERs ALSO DIN DO TAT!!!

staring... n staring... hehe eventually tat somebody threw it`~ be a good citizen mar!

saujana gathering~

turning here turning there... then only managed to find an ideal carpark somewhere quite a distance frm d new saujana which is just opposite to the secret recipi~

dun really understand y the new saujana wanna move to such a hardly-find-parking place... damn it!

heavily walked into the restaurant( hahaha due to my high heel) , i thought i was the lastest person who came, but seems like no body who i thought wil be there inside!!!

suddenly ~ my eye sight caught on 2 gals who looks familiar!!!erm.. they are pei chi n ching ching( dun really know how to spell their names... haha but who cares!!).... erm.... erm.... hesitatingly, i approaching them slowly... Ting! i stopped my steps... i wavered whether i should join them while waiting for others ( as i really thought they had d same appointment v lian them just like me!!!) ... but i really paiseh ler~

Fortunately~ my rationality had twisted my thought!!! wow... i should make a cal to lian 1st!!!
the most safety method!!! wahhaha .....

Du..Du..Du... wei, lilian i m jiamin~ where r u guys now!!??? i m now at the front door d... y i cant see u guys one? ( frm me)
Oh! we at upstair ler~ faster come up ya~ ( frm lian)
got upstair one meh??? how to find the stair??? cant see it ler !!! ( frm jmin)
n blah blah blah.........




successfully.. i went to upstair... n saw them ~ wah really super luckily i din go to sit with pei chi n ching ching them... if not... sob sob.. u guys wont see me at upstair d.... my face maybe inside a hole somewhere near the corner of the shop!!! hahahahahhahaha
since i had my dinner at home d ~ so i just ordered a glass of kiwi furit juice hehehe for the sake of fairness due to it got lots of vitamin c.....

shu wen, yun yi ( quite a period din see her d) , me n wen sin....

hahah brian ( he jst back frm canada together with about rm 10 000 .... his part time salary ... so envy hahaha) .. n really sorry for keep on interupting ur story telling hahhahahahah.... sometime i really 38 bit heheh... think u guys get used to it d hor~ beside is conghan, chiou hong, lian n me ! erm... seems like i m getting fatter bit during tis holidays... nvm nvm ~

n frens... next time pls listen to my words ler.... everytime when i wanna talking no ppl wanna choi me hahaha so bad ~ at least i also the eldest among u guys ler~!!! sob sob.....

when everyone almost finished their meals... 3 ma lak lou came... han wei , yi wei n kong chiu the sun! hahahah he also got fringe like me d!!! hehehe... tats the first word i said when i saw him wahahahhaha n i m the thinnest among them so glad!

doing ntg... as guys starting to chit chat about their secondary football memories... ( is it really very interesting about form 5 football games?... curious) .. n we gals really doing ntg there... so curi curi snapped the moment of guys 38-ing... hahahahhahaha n lau han wei .. u really like photoshooting hor (v innocent look )~ hahahahahha

to provided more quality photos of me.... i decided to double my exercises .... hehe so wait for my nicer photos in coming soon blog ya~ mis u all frens!