emo talking

oh my godness..... m wondering when was the last time i opened my own blog.........

heading the end of my holidays...
finally i decided to REOPEN it .. luckily it's not stg that may grow dust, or else i shall be hard put to clean d dirts n spider webs.... hehe

mm.. m staring at d screen, wat should i write ??
frankly.. i dun really like to write blog, until now i stil cant make myself luv it... n also dun understand y others like to do so and some even seen to be indulged with it..
maybe i lazy to do so? lazy to think wat should i write n wat shouldn't be written.. or m just feel unsecured to pouring out all my secret thoughts into a form of visible notes where everyone from four corners of the globe is able to peek into my own world..

sometime, i really have a complicated feeling n thoughts... but for sure cant be all written at here!! so , it make me reconsider wat's d meaning of writing a blog...
sometime, i wish i can share it v my frens but i truly dunno how to tell..

anyway, all this is just the sensitive and emo talking...

sorry to be the wet blanket for those who always enjoy their blogging... paiseh paiseh...